what a sore loser i am .

I feel like a pathetic noob .
I feel like a sore loser.
seriously , why oh why ?
I feel setoopid and not loved or whatever shit you call it .
I mean like , some of my girlfies have got their love of their youth life .
But me? I have got nothing .
Heh, yeah . Hell yeah .

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idk , maybe i should just give up on the whole guy thing.
It just doesn't work out .
I am taking a break .
Seriously , i need a break .
I miss texting with Fathin.
Come back soon . i miss you like hell.